Kickin' Myself

I'm sorry love for who I used to be

I'm kicking myself now

why couldn't I come clean

you'd still say yes

believe my best

I know you well

but I hid my past

and put you last

I gave you hell

I know it's hard to believe I guess

but a man can still change in this world

so don't give up on me just yet

I'll show you I'm not him anymore

I know you're getting cold feet

and don't know how to trust me

I wish I had a reason you should stay

but let me say

I'm sorry love for who I used to be

I'm kicking myself now

why couldn't I come clean

you'd still say yes

believe my best

I know you well

but I hid my past

and put you last

I gave you hell

I know words could never reconcile

but my love I'm gonna make this right

and they say

if you love her then let her go

but I ain't going down without a fight

I know you're getting cold feet

and don't know how to trust me

I wish I had a reason you should stay

but let me say

I'm sorry love for who I used to be

I'm kicking myself now

why couldn't I come clean

you'd still say yes

believe my best

I know you well

but I hid my past

and put you last

I gave you hell