Not Okay

I've been holding on for so long

Now I can't feel a thing anymore

When I they ask how I am

I just say I'm fine

Yea I know that's a lie

Cause I'm dying inside

When I can't keep the tears from my eyes

When I don't know if I'll last the night

I need you to be there by my side

I need you to tell me it's alright

If I'm not okay

Cause I'm not okay

This pain I made my bed in

It won't let me sleep

These thoughts they keep controlling me

I can't even speak

Is this all that there is

Cause I'm getting lonely and the nights are so long

Terrified I'm the only

One who feels unworthy to feel any love

When I can't keep the tears from my eyes

When I don't know if I'll last the night

I need you to be there by my side

I need you to tell me it's alright

If I'm not okay

If my world comes crashing down

Would you be my solid ground

If I cry but don't make a sound

Oh please don't leave me now

When I can't keep the tears from my eyes

When I don't know if I'll last the night

I need you to be there by my side

I need you to tell me it's alright

If I'm not okay