Dear Mom - Remake

I don't think that I could lie

I think I'm running out of time

I think that I'm finally losing my mind

'Cause I can't stop sitting here doing these lines

My mama said, "Boy, you must be out your mind, yeah"

I see you in here on your grind, but

You only get older in time, don't go backwards to a job, but you should go find, yeah

Mama, anxiety's finally getting better, and she said that's fine, but

I can't have you here just taking up space like your dad did back when you was nine, yeah

But, mom, please just give me some time

I swear to God, we gon' be fine

I swear to God, one day I'll buy you a car and myself the best house I could find

I swear to God, I'll prove 'em wrong, I know you believe in me, so I'll prove you right, just

Don't ever forget that I'll never give up even though this ain't what you like, yeah

But there's nothing else for me out there

I'm naked or I'm going down

There, the clouds are hung over my head

It done ran out of rain and now we put a round there

I swear to God, I cannot stop and I'll never be finished

Until this whole goddamn city diminished

Until I stand up and say that I made it

And tell my mama I have a reason for living

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

Yeah, yeah, yeah

But, mom, see, I know that there's tons on your mind, yeah

You seem to forget about mine, yeah

I'll admit I don't wanna talk 'bout the past, it's okay, we don't have to rewind that

But, mom, I just need to confide in

Say what's been up on my mind and

Tell you 'bout all of this shit that's been going on, please, can you just give me five? Yeah

Starting out, I just woke up and another day gone, so I stay getting higher

Maybe if I push away, I might get you to wonder if I'm really fine, yeah

You know I got a bad mindset

It's crazy how much I put up with and still don't end up L.O. deep in a dime bag, yeah

And it's nobody I can talk to

Except for my mom in the dark, too

It's okay, I know that you lost, too

This world ain't the same one we all knew

I'm honest, I know I'm a loser

Ozzy mama, I bet I lose her

On empty bottles, I'm a boozer

A typical self-abuser

But there's nothing else for me out there

I'm naked or I'm going down there

The clouds that hung over my head, it done ran out of rain and now it put a round there

I swear to God, I cannot stop and I'll never be finished

Until this whole goddamn city diminished

Until I stand up and say that I made it

And tell my mama I have a reason for this

Nothing else for me out there

I'm naked or I'm going down there

The clouds that hung over my head, it done ran out of rain and now it put a round there

I swear to God, I cannot stop and I'll never be finished

Until this whole goddamn city diminished

Until I stand up and say that I made it

And tell my mama I have a reason for living

Yeah, yeah, yeah

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)