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Raymond Ramirez
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Raymond Ramirez
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I don't think that I could lie
I think I'm running out of time
I think that I'm finally losing my mind
'Cause I can't stop sitting here doing these lines
My mama said, "Boy, you must be out your mind, yeah"
I see you in here on your grind, but
You only get older in time, don't go backwards to a job, but you should go find, yeah
Mama, anxiety's finally getting better, and she said that's fine, but
I can't have you here just taking up space like your dad did back when you was nine, yeah
But, mom, please just give me some time
I swear to God, we gon' be fine
I swear to God, one day I'll buy you a car and myself the best house I could find
I swear to God, I'll prove 'em wrong, I know you believe in me, so I'll prove you right, just
Don't ever forget that I'll never give up even though this ain't what you like, yeah
But there's nothing else for me out there
I'm naked or I'm going down
There, the clouds are hung over my head
It done ran out of rain and now we put a round there
I swear to God, I cannot stop and I'll never be finished
Until this whole goddamn city diminished
Until I stand up and say that I made it
And tell my mama I have a reason for living
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
But, mom, see, I know that there's tons on your mind, yeah
You seem to forget about mine, yeah
I'll admit I don't wanna talk 'bout the past, it's okay, we don't have to rewind that
But, mom, I just need to confide in
Say what's been up on my mind and
Tell you 'bout all of this shit that's been going on, please, can you just give me five? Yeah
Starting out, I just woke up and another day gone, so I stay getting higher
Maybe if I push away, I might get you to wonder if I'm really fine, yeah
You know I got a bad mindset
It's crazy how much I put up with and still don't end up L.O. deep in a dime bag, yeah
And it's nobody I can talk to
Except for my mom in the dark, too
It's okay, I know that you lost, too
This world ain't the same one we all knew
I'm honest, I know I'm a loser
Ozzy mama, I bet I lose her
On empty bottles, I'm a boozer
A typical self-abuser
But there's nothing else for me out there
I'm naked or I'm going down there
The clouds that hung over my head, it done ran out of rain and now it put a round there
I swear to God, I cannot stop and I'll never be finished
Until this whole goddamn city diminished
Until I stand up and say that I made it
And tell my mama I have a reason for this
Nothing else for me out there
I'm naked or I'm going down there
The clouds that hung over my head, it done ran out of rain and now it put a round there
I swear to God, I cannot stop and I'll never be finished
Until this whole goddamn city diminished
Until I stand up and say that I made it
And tell my mama I have a reason for living
Yeah, yeah, yeah
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Written by: Raymond Ramirez
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