Sometimes - Remake

Used to wanna run away, find myself another day

Used to wanna try to quit like I'd get high another way

Used to crave the rain, but I'm missing all those summer days

Used to wanna think how one day I would have a ton of plays

That was back then, but I'm living right now

Had a bunch of bad friends, but they chillin' right now

Talking 'bout my music, laughing, telling all the jokes

Shake my hand when they see me, ask me if I'm tryna smoke

But no matter where I go, I think everyone's my foe

I think everyone's my enemy and everybody knows

I let everything get ruined 'cause I'm too scared to be happy

'Cause every time I smile, that's when life choose to come at me

Back is up against the wall, I feel it cracking

I'm trapped in my mind, it's like these demons overlapping

And laughing at all the pain I'm feeling from this rapping

It's sad when your passion turns to another past

And I'm grabbing every chance I got to grab the wheel and up and leave

And I hope when I disappear, no one'll remember me

And I hope when they see me, they all think of how it be

When I was all alone and ain't no one was helping me

And every time I stare out at the lights, I think of me

And walking 'round New York when I had just turned seventeen

And thinking one day I'll be living here and feelin' free

And one day all this pain gon' turn into a memory

Sometimes I don't even wanna go to sleep

Sometimes it's too hard to even wanna try to eat

Sometimes I get let down, staring at my feet

Why is every single dream better than reality?

Sometimes I realize I'm closer to the end

Sometimes I just wanna tell the world I need a friend

Sometimes I get down, but I bring me up again

I used to wanna try to live, but I'm dying to pretend, yeah

Every song is just the same lines and the same bars

Just the same beats playing at the same time

Same days workin' 'til the day became night

The same hard work just to stack and save dimes

Trash, I'm late to class, I hate this glass

Because it's always half-full, even painted black

And even though I take it back

I remember wishin' life would make a break in half

I remember findin' love, I was thinkin', "Damn

It's the second heartbreak that'll make a man"

'Cause it's after they're gone when you make a plan

When you prayin' that an album could make a grand

Take me back to the days of my part-time

Because now every worst day just feel like a hard time

I've been feelin' like a lost mind

Because I'm lookin' at your heart, so I know I gotta guard mine

Sometimes I don't even wanna go to sleep

Sometimes it's too hard to even wanna try to eat

Sometimes I get let down, starin' at my feet

Why is every single dream better than reality?

Sometimes I realize I'm closer to the end

Sometimes I just wanna tell the world I need a friend

Sometimes I get down, but I bring me up again

Used to wanna try to live, but I'm dyin' to pretend, yeah

Sometimes I don't even wanna go to sleep

Sometimes it's too hard to even wanna try to eat

Sometimes I get let down, starin' at my feet

Why is every single dream better than reality?

Sometimes I realize I'm closer to the end

Sometimes I just wanna tell the world I need a friend

Sometimes I get down, but I bring me up again

Used to wanna try to live, but I'm dyin' to pretend, yeah