Darkness // Degrade

There is nothing left of me

I've given it all away

Everything that I'm supposed to be

Is overshadowed by the ghost of me

No comfort No peace

Cold hard dose of reality

Swimming endlessly in red

In my torment

Breaking on the walls of anxiety

Every time I look in the mirror

All I see are these twisted shapes

Reaching out for a hand to guide me

I don't accept my fate

The hell I made

I fall apart

Holding on to dreams and I feel like it's too late

Lost in the waves my life consumed

The hell I made

I fall apart

Holding on to dreams and I feel like it's too late

Lost in the waves

My life consumed

Trapped behind the mask

In your judgement

Set upon the lack of oxygen

Never heard

Never cared for

Spiral down

Into the hell I've made

Falling

Falling apart

Haunted by my dreams of self harm

Drift way

Fade away

Reflected in the words that I just can't say

The darkness degrades me

My fear only shapes me

Searching for the way

Bound to the hands of fate

We all search for something

Redemption or one chance

To gain everything were dying to be

No comfort, no peace

It always comes in fucking waves

The uneasy calm after the fallout

The storm rages on, inside my head

Every-time I look in the mirror

I feel this is not really me

Just living life to pass time by

Knowing one day I'm only gonna die

The hell I made

I fall apart

Holding onto dreams and I feel like it's too late

Lost in the waves my life consumed

The hell I made

I fall apart

Holding onto dreams and I feel like it's too late

Lost in the waves my life consumed

I shouldn't have let it go this far

A second of peace, a final escape

Is all I could've asked for

I'm sorry that I almost left this place

And You're in pain

And I know

I can never take it back

I can never take it back

I can see the end

The darkness degrades me

My fear only shapes me

Searching for the way

Bound to the hands of fate

I'm so sorry

I'm so damn sorry

I can never take it back

No comfort, no peace

Cold hard dose of reality

Swimming endlessly in red

In my torment

I can never take it back