Impaired (feat. Taylor Barber & Left to Suffer)

As above so below

I gave up long ago

Better off burying my head

I can’t live much less forget

And That’s not the worst of it

I’m hanging by a thread

Caught between this vice in a bind

Healing feels so out of sight

I’m still walking a fractured line

But there’s no coming back this time

I’ve lost every ounce of self respect

My malice knows no bounds or depths

Gun to my head, noose for my neck

My body broken

My soul impaired

So swallow again

my soul impaired

Drowning my sorrow again

So swallow again

My fucking soul impaired

Til I don’t feel a thing

I’m hanging by a thread

Better off to just bury my head

I can’t live much less forget

That’s not the worst of it

I’m hanging by a thread

Of the worst that’s yet to come from me

Faith is a disease, but fate might set me free

And I watched the ground shaking beneath me

In a way it’s so freeing

I sat in silence twirling violence between my fingers still pleading

Just let me die

I’m on my knees again

Just let me die

Please just bring me the end

I feel nothing but pain hurt

I wanna make you squirm

I feel nothing at all but the water is rising and filling my lungs

Forgive myself and forget?

I’m hanging by a thread

Gun to my head, noose to my neck

My body broken my soul impaired

Gun to my head, noose for my neck

My body broken

my soul impaired

Drowning my sorrow again

Ti’l I wish I was dead