I Didn't Deserve

Preachin' honesty and somehow never honest with me

Sometimes it's play, sometimes it's serious— all about attention

I'm fallin', I'm watchin' her walk away, I can't prevent it

She said she loved me, never showed it— I guess she pretended

Have you ever seen somebody tell a lie and swear it's true?

Have you ever seen somebody take a ring and see it through?

Have you ever seen somebody do the things they did with you?

And I hope you never do because I—

I didn't deserve

All the lies that was told, this heart that you broke

Could've kept it all, I didn't deserve

How it changed out the blue, said we should just be cool

Wasn't feelin' it, I did it for her

I heard your story when I knew, I knew it wasn't the truth

And you all in love like we never were

Need your space, take a break on days

All these lies to my face, know I didn't deserve

But you know what's cool— I'm cool with that, I'm on the move

My love smooth, ain't no trippin', just do what you do

Stuck with a heart I didn't break, wish it was break-proof

I wish I had a backup heart, I wish I had two

I see you smilin', but that smile kinda see-through

Said you wouldn't hit me, but you hit me 'cause you need to

I DND the phone, there's no way I can keep you

Because I didn't deserve, no, I didn't deserve

All the lies that was told, this heart that you broke

Could've kept it all, I didn't deserve

How it changed out the blue, said we should just be cool

Wasn't feelin' it, I did it for her

I heard your story when I knew, I knew it wasn't the truth

And you all in love like we never were

Need your space, take a break, go on dates

All these lies to my face, know I didn't deserve