30

Another fear unlocked

Something to panic over

Wish I could turn it off

Get off the roller coaster

But I can't make it go backwards

Every time I try it only goes faster

Time keeps breaking my heart

Why's it gotta hurt so bad

Used to look to the stars

Now I'm only looking back

How's a number make me anxious

And way too self aware

I'll be 30 on Thursday

And I wish I didn't care

I turned 21

Spent the whole night sober

Woke up 29

Same pressure on my shoulders

I kinda regret it

That I never got to be reckless

Time keeps breaking my heart

Why's it gotta hurt so bad

Used to look to the stars

Now I'm only looking back

How's a number make me anxious

And way too self aware

I'll be 30 on Thursday

And I wish I didn't care

Time keeps breaking my heart

Why's it gotta hurt so bad

Used to look to the stars

Now I'm only looking back

How's a number make me anxious

And way too self aware

I'll be 30 on Thursday

And I wish I didn't care