Lie To Myself

Sometimes I wonder who I've become

I push away emotions I don't really want

Is it weird I like to feel numb

It's safe inside my head

But God knows, God knows I'm not okay

Sometimes it's easier to say

I'm doing just fine, yeah I've never been better

I'm not losing my mind, yeah I've got it together

Got a fairytale life

I'm happier than ever can't you tell

I lie to my, lie to my, lie to myself

Why do I, why do I, lie to myself

I lie to my, lie to my, lie to myself

Again

To feel better

I hate the question are you ok

Like what the hell am I even supposed to say

Barely hanging by a thread most days

So I just smile instead

But God knows, God knows I'm not okay

It's always easier to say

I'm doing just fine, yeah I've never been better

I'm not losing my mind, yeah I've got it together

Got a fairytale life

I'm happier than ever can't you tell

I lie to my, lie to my, lie to myself

Why do I, why do I, lie to myself

I lie to my, lie to my, lie to myself

Again

To feel better

I feel alone in a crowded room

People living their lives like they're bulletproof

Well good for them, I'm just trying to feel better

Feel better

I feel alone when I'm next to you

And when you're looking at me I know you feel it too

You're missing the person that you once knew

But I'm better

Promise I'm better

But I lie to my, lie to my, lie to myself

Why do I, why do I, lie to myself

I lie to my, lie to my, lie to myself

Again