Worried (feat. MNTL)

Leave your worry far behind

Told me not to worry

But it made me do it more

When you walked out of the door I started cryin' on the floor

Can't believe you'd leave simply 'cause you got bored

But for girls like you I guess that's the norm

And you're a great actor 'cause I never saw the changes

Never woulda known on the low that you were fakin'

And now I'm in a rage, shakin', screamin', I can't take this

Throw my phone at the wall

And it shattered on the pavement

Now my heart's been ripped to shards that I could only hope to grasp

I been kickin' with a homie while we smokin' on the grass

Take a step back to the past with every flick of ash

And feel my passion leave every time I have to pass

Don't know how to feel, my soul's a pit of blackness

I could try to pin it down but feelings never matchin'

I'm not who I used to be, that kid is in the past

Since what you don't know who you are till you up in the casket

Leave your worry far behind

So if we see you fucked up

By then it's too late

So I been stayin' up and reflectin' all of my mistakes

Already lack a soul and heart, what's even left to take

I just take this shit and stride, never been the type to break

People ask me how I been, I lie and say I'm great but

I don't understand half the shit inside my brain

So I'm flippin' through the dictionary trying to explain

I wanna have fun 'cause life's like a game

Wanna hit the end

Someone roll the credits

I try to voice my pain but it feels like no one gets it

Took my heart strings and shred 'em like Led Zeppelin

She'll have you beggin' for your life in a matter of seconds

She's been hangin' with the snakes, now she's a serpent

Made me feel this way and then said that I deserved it

She kissed me then stabbed me

So nobody heard it

I barely escaped, now I'm broken and hurtin'

Leave your lonesome on your shelf