Proceeding After Catharsis

Ever since I felt the warmth of your breath

I have yet to unpack such catharsis

A conjuration under transcending circumstances

That might forever have me questioning reality

Ready to succumb to the temptation of your lips

You could possess me at any moment

Without question or protocol

Melting my existence into one purpose

Everything I once thought I knew

Has collapsed into chaotic vestigiality

And I find myself searching for endless words, countless meanings

Attempting to understand what has taken place

With no success, yet I keep trying

Perhaps this exerting effort is lacerating any chance of clarity

Perhaps clarity is not what this quest should be about

Learning to live in a world where you reside vividly in my every thought

And doing my best to lead a normal life, knowing I don't even cross your mind

Reinventing myself after feeling your mere presence

Maybe this is it