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PERFORMING ARTISTS
CJ Baran
CJ Baran
Synthesizer
Paul Cartwright
Paul Cartwright
Violin
Nolan Markey
Nolan Markey
Orchestra Conductor
Ben Jacobson
Ben Jacobson
Violin
Luanne Homzy
Luanne Homzy
Violin
Joel Pargman
Joel Pargman
Violin
Mary Kathleen Sloan
Mary Kathleen Sloan
Violin
Ina Veli
Ina Veli
Violin
Ashoka Thiagarajan
Ashoka Thiagarajan
Violin
Luke Maurer
Luke Maurer
Viola
David Walther
David Walther
Viola
Marta Honer
Marta Honer
Viola
Timothy Loo
Timothy Loo
Cello
Charles Tyler
Charles Tyler
Cello
MARINA
MARINA
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Marina Diamandis
Marina Diamandis
Songwriter
CJ Baran
CJ Baran
Orchestrator
Paul Cartwright
Paul Cartwright
Orchestrator
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
CJ Baran
CJ Baran
Producer
Mitch McCarthy
Mitch McCarthy
Mixing Engineer
Nathan Dantzler
Nathan Dantzler
Mastering Engineer
Nick Trapani
Nick Trapani
Vocal Recording Engineer
MARINA
MARINA
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Sometimes the truth is, I've got nobody to hang out with
I've got nobody to go watch a film on a Sunday, a Sunday (Sunday is for lovers)
Sometimes the truth is, don't wanna live anymore like this
'Cause I've been getting so lonely, and I've got nobody to hold me (Got no one to hold me)
[PreChorus]
I try to hide it, protect my pride
So superficial, don't realise
I've been so lonely all of my life
Don't know if I can, I can survive
Maybe I'm not built for this kind of connection
Maybe I was born to live my life alone
I can't even look at my own reflection
Don't wanna admit that I've lost all hope
[Chorus]
'Cause everybody knows I'm sad
They know I've never felt this bad
Everybody knows I'm sad
'Cause everybody knows I'm sad
[Verse 2]
Sometimes the truth is, I wanna leave everything behind
Maybe if I disappear, then the black hole will clear inside of my mind (As if that's gonna fix it)
I like to pretend that I'm better off on my own
I spend the weekend in bed, I see none of my friends, so I turn off my phone ('Cause no one's gonna miss me)
[PreChorus]
I try to hide it, protect my pride
So superficial, don't realise
I've been so lonely all of my life
Don't know if I can, I can survive
Maybe I'm not built for this kind of connection
Why is it so hard to let myself get close?
I can't even look at my own reflection
Don't wanna admit that I've lost all hope
[Chorus]
'Cause everybody knows I'm sad
They know I've never felt this bad
Everybody knows I'm sad
'Cause everybody knows I'm sad
[Bridge]
Sometimes I wonder why, why I'm alone
Alone at night in a foreign city
Doesn't even matter if you're pretty
Doesn't matter what I do
[Chorus]
'Cause everybody knows I'm sad
They know I've never felt this bad
Everybody knows I'm sad
'Cause everybody knows I'm
Sad
Sad
Written by: Marina Diamandis
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