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PERFORMING ARTISTS
isitjosh
isitjosh
Vocals
Kellin Quinn
Kellin Quinn
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Kellin Quinn
Kellin Quinn
Songwriter
Joshua McManus
Joshua McManus
Songwriter
Chadrick Ratzburg
Chadrick Ratzburg
Songwriter
Kayla Bulin
Kayla Bulin
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Chadrick Ratzburg
Chadrick Ratzburg
Producer
Kayla Bulin
Kayla Bulin
Co-Producer

Lyrics

What if I could wake up
Without a hammer for a heartbeat
Would the world go on without me
It's all so typical
I wish I could leave
Cause I don't really wanna be here
I don't really like my body
Let me be anyone else
What if I was enough?
Maybe I could learn to love me
Maybe I could see what you see
I could be so typical
What if I could be loved?
What if I could be someone
Anyone
Anyone but me
It's so typical
When I lose control
I say things I don't mean
My brain vs my body
Maybe I should go
I'm better alone
Where nobody sees me
I wish I could be neurotypical
Neurotypical
I wish I could be neurotypical
Neurotypical
What if I could move on
Why the hell has it taken me so long
To see all the good that's around me
Instead of all the fear that's surrounding
Sometimes I feel like a no one
Other days I feel like I'll finally become
The person I always dreamed of
Instead of the one that I've been running from
Do you ever look in the mirror
And see nobody staring back
Wonder how it is you got here
It doesn't have to be like that
I was just hoping I wasn't all alone
I'm tired of doing it on my own
If there's anybody out there
Could you help me find my way up out of here?
It's so typical
When I lose control
I say things I don't mean
My brain vs my body
Maybe I should go
I'm better alone
Where nobody sees me
I wish I could be neurotypical
(neurotypical)
Neurotypical
(wish I could be, wish I could be)
I wish I could be neurotypical
Neurotypical
Neurotypical
Neurotypical
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Written by: Chadrick Ratzburg, Joshua McManus, Kayla Bulin, Kellin Quinn
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