Growin' Pains

(Backyard)

Uh

Don't ask me how I've changed, I've been like this since I was sixteen

Quittin' all my jobs, I'm hardheaded, I have trouble listening

And I just saw my old friends, they're all happy and havin' kids

And their dads are all real proud, almost forgot I don't fit in

They wished they chased their dreams, and I wish I stayed at home

They can't get off of work, and I can't get off my phone

My friends are all so happy, where the fuck did I go wrong?

But I guess I'm still the same, tryna fit in where I don't belong

Why can't I just move on?

I've felt like this for too long

I'll crash my car into a pond

If I can't get back what I never really had

I don't like thinkin' 'bout my past

'Cause why do it feel like I'm drowning?

Uh, this life look good when it's through a phone, workin' all week away from home

And singin' songs and gettin' stoned, ain't seen my dawg in too long

Ain't met my buddy's new kids, I can't help but to do wrong

Fucked up, everyone knew this, I'm stuck right here, can't move on

But I'ma go be what I told you, who would I be without knowin' you?

All of this shit on the Internet made me feel like I ain't me, I won't hold you

But fuck it, we here now, growin' apart, our conversation weird now

You got a career now and I'm stayin' up late and drinkin' too much beer now

Some things don't change

Some things don't stay the same

I'm prayin' for some better days

But I don't know if God can hear a thing

And I don't know if I deserve it

I'm still soul searchin'

I wish I could be home tomorrow

Babe, right now, I'm on the road and workin'

Why can't I just move on?

I've felt like this for too long

I'll crash my car into a pond

If I can't get back what I never really had

I don't like thinkin' 'bout my past

'Cause why do it feel like I'm drowning?

Why can't I just move on?

I've felt like this for too long

I'll crash my car into a pond

If I can't get back what I never really had

I don't like thinkin' 'bout my past

'Cause why do it feel like I'm drowning?