Ugly

it could’ve been a clean break

could’ve had peace, could’ve had space

it could’ve gone both ways

coulda kept our hearts safe

Coulda let it go fast

could’ve been this could’ve been that

I coulda took a step back

but you couldn’t do that

I tried to be friends with you while I was still in love

didn’t make much sense to me but I still did it cause

i couldn’t call it off because you wouldn't let me go

held on to something pretty till it broke

We let it get ugly ugly

Guess sometimes you can’t avoid some things cause some things they have to get fucked all the way up

till they hurt a little too much

And then it gets ugly ugly

I probably shoulda cared less

Should had a little self-respect

But I guess I had none left

So I let you go and make a mess of me

And you coulda had everything you wanted

If you just let me walk away

You knew exactly what to do

To make me stay so of course I stayed

We let it get ugly ugly

Guess sometimes you can’t avoid some things cause some things they have to get fucked all the way up

till they hurt a little too much

And then it gets ugly ugly

now we just avoid each other hide in crowded rooms

Guess there's too much damage done that we just can't undo

Took a little while for me to finally see the truth

That for me to find myself you’re what I had to lose

So thank god we let it get ugly ugly

Guess sometimes you can’t avoid some things cause some things I guess they have to

Get fucked all the way up

till they hurt a little too much

And then it gets ugly ugly