Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Josepe
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Tanya Lacey
Lyrics
Jordan Crisp
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
MerAlless
Producer
Aybee
Producer
Mark (Mair) Pervov
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
Look ay check it out man
I was tryna reach the light instead I'm seeing blue and red
Ever hate your life see someone else's wishing you was them
Myself I've been there too lad but lately not no more
Me i packed my bags and left my city ima show em all
They couldn't see my vision i call them Stevie Wonder
See me I'm more than driven i really push the bucket
Couldn't pull me under even caught up in a storm with thunder
I was underwater outa breath and still took all the punches
I aint complain about nothing not for long i kept it marching
Another April ending and i wonder where the fuck this march went
I don't really speak on this but I just really miss my brothers
The way we stuck together was epic but back when we was younger
My heart been broken for a minute I can't put it back
Together that's why I put pieces of it into every track
Asking for forgiveness and strengthening in the shit I lack
you talk to me ill talk to them like DMX said let me give it back
What, or could you show me a sign
It's hard to listen to my peers because I know its just hype
I'm tryna be a better man while tryna catch up with time
It's been a minute since I felt like I'll be ending my life I'm alright, I'm alright
Chea ima just let the hook run through man
Just let it run
Chea
C'mon let's go
Alright look
I know they see me now i bet it's hard to watch
You could of been here with me, but you're not
You could of held the camera, you could of mixed this track
Hell you coulda done a lot of shit you could be kicking back
But it hurts cos I'm knowing that the biggest fact
I wouldn't be doing what I'm doin if you was with me lad
I wasn't even actively rapping i had em' tripping bad
And now I'm back up on my shit i know they wanna shiv my back
To me it was confusing why they changing when I get to glowing
And that aint even mentioning the empty threats their throwing
I was tryna lift us up but everybody's head was floating
Stress had me st-st-st-stuttering I'm-ma-ma get to going
C'mon, yeah they was taking the piss
I'm up in hotels on my own I'm up there breaking to bits
Shit what you know about a chase where you aint stopping for nothing
I'll crash this car for' i let coppers throw me down for a dozen like Fuck em
Look, they out to get me anyway on bogus charges
I aint rocking up to court on purpose so I know they want me
Stuck in a mindset so relentless nearly closed the coffin
Up on my self my own life I was so exhausted
Yea I was so exhausted
I was so exhausted
I'm gone
Written by: Jordan Crisp, Tanya Lacey