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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Josepe
Josepe
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Joseph Cowan
Joseph Cowan
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
MerAlless
MerAlless
Producer
Mark (Mair) Pervov
Mark (Mair) Pervov
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Chea man ima get on my ballad shit you know what I mean haha
Yea forgive me right, let's go
Ay look I ain't really fine I ain't feeling good
I ain't really wanna write this down man I feel I should
I can't even lie to myself sometimes I just wish I could
I could never live a lie in denial I never would
I threw myself up under the bus something you never saw
I'm only here to be myself I ain't here to settle to scores
Feel like crying every time I write n that ain't no metaphor
Know I'm only here to raise the energy then back to source
Ayo I'm letting go with every single sentence that I pen in songs
For decades I been harbouring this pain I think I'm better off
How but without this pressure I doubt that I'd be standing strong
I just say it how it is the cowards I be setting off
Like how you take a child from a father who was never gone
Not never wrong but never left I swear I fed em all
Chiki did me every single way she said she never would
On everything I cross my heart and hope to die I swear to God
I ain't tryna get too bitchin I just think the systems fucked
I'm drowning these pages in my tears Can you just listen Bruh
Man I've been stressing grieving think I need to check my breathing
Life it's moving so fucking fast time just keep on fucking ticking huh
They wanna see me spazzin now
I ain't crashing out
They watching for the fall off want something to yap about
I'm back to rapping I'm dropping shit back-to-back like Plow
I'm back to rapping I'm dropping shit back-to-back like Plow
Talking to the universe my angels come and dance with me
Praying for my enemies that tried their hand at ending me
Never thought I'd dodging death at 27
Shit got hectic got messy i guess god got a plan for me
I really mean that lad you never Stop you keep holding on
I know the weight that's on your shoulders heavy but just know you're strong
And when you're feeling week, that's when you know you're not
I really know the feeling your feeling that's why I wrote I this song
I'm guessing once you reach a certain height you don't expect to fall
Right now got these blessings in my hands but I've been tested lots
Still getting tested go and check the comment section box
It's no effect I keep on stepping le le le let me talk
I'm guessing once you reach a certain height you don't expect to fall
Right now got these blessings in my hands but I've been tested lots
Still getting tested go and check the comment section box
It's no effect I keep on stepping le le le let me talk
Let me talk, let me talk, let me talk, let me talk
Written by: Joseph Cowan
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