OVERDRIVE

I feel like I'm crossing the line

I'm acting on thoughts that aren't mine

I've got my emotions stuck on overdrive

I'm fighting my head every day

And the medicine's working away

I want to get better but don't have the time

Slow down

The voices in my head are getting too loud

They're fucking up my day again

Dark clouds swirling overhead

I think I'm in it now

Serotonin

Not doing anything

Checkmate

I'm losing the game again

Your words, they're falling on deaf ears

I need a prescription

I feel like I'm crossing the line

I'm acting on thoughts that aren't mine

I've got my emotions stuck on overdrive

I'm fighting my head every day

Got the medicines working away

I want to get better but don't have the time

Patiently waiting for something to change

Counting the days I've been wasting away

Do I deserve all the pain that I save

It's just so unfair I'm in my way

Fuck

Remedies are all bullshit

I'm still sinking under the sand too quick

If happiness is a drug then I think that I need a hit

My senses are running on low

Intrusions are taking their toll

Im so fucking tired

This is getting old

With every word that I say

I find myself loving decay

Do you think that I'll end up dead in the fray?

I feel like I'm crossing the line

I'm acting on thoughts that aren't mine

I've got my emotions stuck on overdrive

I'm fighting my head every day

And the medicine's working away

I want to get better but don't have the time