The Worst In Me

I lost it all again to see

The forest clouded for the trees

The sharpest blades are cut with gold

Our structure fails if truth be told

I dont know where I'd be

Without this demon inside of me

I can't say what's for sure

But I know by how the way it hurts

Feeling like it's deserved by me

Is this what you wanted

With blood the portrait stained

And I'm to blame

The vision begins to fade

Crawled from below now freed

And I'm the worst in me

So how much longer can I keep up this internal disease

Facades are fading and these demons bring me to my knees

I just wish that I'd seen

The poison sewn in me

Is this what you wanted

With blood the portrait stained

And I'm to blame

The vision begins to fade

Crawled from below now freed

And I'm the worst in me

The sickness runs deep

Is this what you wanted

With blood the portrait stained

And I'm to blame

Is this what you wanted

With blood the portrait stained

And I'm to blame

The vision begins to fade

Crawled from below now freed

And I'm the worst in me