If It Were up to Me

Saw a quote on my phone

It went a little like this

"If it's not my problem

Then it's not mine to fix"

Blame it on my mama

Why the feeling exists

But I'm old enough now, call it as it is

I'm a little wiser than I used to be

Life is looking less like a tragedy

Got a heart of gold

I'm working on the ease

I've never been good at being 23

I try my best but I still fall

God, I wanna have it all

I think I could have it all

If it were all up to me

I'd be thin and tall

I'd take care of my family

We would live happily

If it were all up to me

I got a couple new friends

And a guy that I like

He cares as much as me

I gotta say that it's nice

I've been laughing harder than I have in my life

But some days I feel like I can't do nothin' right

I try my best but I still fall

God, I wanna have it all

I think I could have it all

If it were all up to me

I'd be thin and tall

I'd take care of my family

We would live happily

If it were all up to me

But I'm not mad at what I've been given

That's the best part of forgiveness

What if I am finally livin'

I ain't got nothin' that's too fancy

But I got a life that I call mine

I try my best

Even when I fall

'Cause I know I could have it all

Cause I already have it all

I try my best

Even when I fall

'Cause I know I could have it all

'Cause I already have it all

It was always up to me

It was always up to me