Fighting Not to Feel It // HEAART

So naive when I came in

Faking every prayer you'd let me in

I was too young and too dumb to realize

That you were lying

So I believed in everything you said

Like you were better known

And a little better kept

I was too stubborn to bleed

But you had me cut so deep

Now my head's been spinning and I can't feel my face

And every memory of you refuses to fade

Fighting not to feel it in all the wrong ways

I just wish you would have never had picked my name

In due time I fell right back in

Scraping to impress the unimpressable, then

I was slowly losing my mind to the dreams of "What if?"

So when the lie grew too big

I started to believe myself again

I decided I would live

Oh, but I'll never forget

And I won't ever forgive

Now my head's been spinning and I can't feel my face

And every memory of you refuses to fade

Fighting not to feel it in all the wrong ways

I just wish you would have never had picked my name

My, oh, my

Have you ever seen the devil's disguise?

Night after night

He'll tear your heart out

And you won't mind

My, oh, my

Have you ever seen the devil's disguise?

Night after night

He'll tear your heart out

And you won't mind

My head's been spinning and I can't feel my face

The memory of you refuses to fade

I'm fighting not to feel it in all the wrong ways

My head's been spinning and I can't feel my face

The memory of you refuses to fade

I'm fighting not to feel it in all the wrong ways