My Hometown Is Sinking

I get Intrusive thoughts In the middle of the night Use my phone to shine a light I walk to the bathroom Take a piss and reminisce Of a future without kids And it's Chronic Toxic Honest Don't wanna read the news But what am I supposed to do? Now the snow doesn't fall like it did before But I just got engaged and it's great And my hometown is sinking it's casual I go on dates and try to lose weight Nanana nanana oooh I write another song and pretend Nanana nanana oooh I hope I die before the world ends I make money to retire at 55 That's 30 years to go, who knows if I'll be alive? I'm all stocked up as far as skincare goes Ghosting people I met at a show Showing up 'cause I don't have a choice And it's Chronic Toxic Honest Don't wanna read the news But what am I supposed to do? Now the snow doesn't fall like it did before But I just got engaged and it's great And my hometown is sinking it's casual I go on dates and try to lose weight Nanana nanana oooh (my hometown, is sinking) I write another song and pretend Nanana nanana oooh (my hometown, is sinking) I hope I die before the world ends Oh I just want a house But I don't make enough Never going out What's that all about? I just paid 7 dollars for a croissant For a croissant And my hometown is sinking it's casual It's not casual When your hometown is sinking