Rudimentary Scars

3am has never felt so real to me

Another walk in the absence of light between the trees

Beyond the stars and through the open city

The sidewalk recording all of your memories

It's a cold dark room that surrounds my internal headspace

So save me from all my troubles

Isolation at it's finest

I'll try this only to take away the pain that orbits my mind

Can you even imagine what's it's like to feel alone it's so surreal

And can you even fathom all thoughts that scream in and out your head

The mist reveals all intentions

Abandoned dark Iit centers

I'm still invested in you

In you forever

I sit and wander through a lonely corridor

Painted black walls cover my surroundings

Exist in solace

And now it's pulling on my heartstrings the fact that I can't even cope

I'm sifting through all the times I spent alone waiting for that phone to ring

I can't believe I wasted all these years trying to find out things we could've done

(I could have done so much more)

Can I replace these feelings with all these so called melodies they hide their blank stares from the world

You won't catch them staring now

Past the point through the open door I'm wading away wading away. It's set in I'll reminisce someday

So this is monochrome?

A null void

I know I've been alone

I know I'll reap what I sow

And now I'm hoping for a savior's hand waiting and holding on now

Just take a step relax just throw it away

It all comes caving in and I was wrong

And now I'm haunted forever

I've become adrift

A shipwreck lost upon the shore

Another change in the fabric of what I once knew

What I know to be true