life? ... lol

I take it back

I reacted with my heart

I wanna be there

With you in the back of my car

You can't play with me for long

I was such a fool, hanging on

You smell just like his cologne

The cheapest thrills keep you going

I don't know where you stand with me

But I know I can't stand to be without you

Can't remember what it was like before

Gave you everything you wanted, what you crying for?

I wanna get away either from you or with you

I can't make decisions, don't listen to my gut

When it's telling me to run from everything that I love

'Cause everything that I love fuck me up

Eye for an eye, getting high to get by

Getting hurt, wanna die, never said your goodbyes

Thought I was a good guy, not for me to decide

I guess you left my life a mess and dead inside

Every start has an end, every star fades away

When I see you walk away from a better yesterday

Today I bleed, by tomorrow I'm dead

Keep that .40 pointed at my head

You've been running through my head

I'd be lying if I said I don't need you

Running through my head

I'd be lying if I said I don't need you

I fall in love every day of the week

Knee-deep until my knees feel weak

Used to be the one to rock to me sleep

And now we don't speak

I fall in love every other fucking day of the week

I hate eating alone, I'm never leaving my home

Another bitch on my phone telling me that she gone

Go ahead and fuck another man, I guess I'll make another plan

I'm stuck with all these rubber bands and not a woman to understand, yeah

You've been running through my head

I'd be lying if I said I don't need you

Running through my head

I'd be lying if I said I don't need you

Candy apple lips on my lady

Hard times, cash don't flow for you lately

Oh God, here I go, it's been calling

Got to push for more and more, and more

Let me get my time back

You do me wrong, I'ma do you right back

Yeah, bitch, I'm like that, let me get my sight back

'Cause right now I'm blinded by the way you say my name

By the way, I was in love like right away

Ready for I do's and new days, yeah

Let get my mind back

Let me get that knife out of my back, yeah

Let me get my cash back and my whips back

And that brand new bag back

Soulmates don't live my way, yeah

Hold hands and walk away from me to live another day, yeah

Holding on to what you want

When I'm not home, you've been out playing

Holding on to what you want

When I'm not home, you've been out playing

I know we both have obligations

Your sensations for going out override any lust I may have left

And your dress is too short for comfort

But before I end it all right here, just a couple of things

I didn't get the chance to communicate

You don't know what you got until it's gone

That's the realest cliche that I ever heard

And to be honest, nothing is promised and nothing is forever

And that makes me sick in my stomach wishing it was

Time is the only thing that really expires