Dead To Me

Are you still there?

Can you hear me?

Is this everything you thought that it would be?

Or was it really just a game, don't lie

I'm seein' signs of the cold lies in your eyes

You need a new car?

You need a Louie Bag?

Stop crying, baby girl, why you doin' that?

And if I had one wish, it'd be this

Our very own planet with a bed and some Netflix

A need a new fix, don't need a new bitch

Hope is gone, none of this ever meant shit

And now my lips stay tremblin'

I knew I should've called that ambulance

'Cause now you're gone and he's gone too

Baby, just look what you made me do

I didn't wanna do it, but I told you that I would

And now you both dead in the woods

Now-now-now I'm lying in a bathtub, eyes wet, nose bloody

Tryna find a way to make it all sound funny

But I can't separate my feelings like a man, like your man

Try to understand the death at hand

Con-con-contemplatin' on a ledge, tryna take the edge off

Wonderin' when you gonna take that mask off?

I'll back off and run away, try to head the other way

Won't you stay? Never mind

I know you'll find me, baby, take your time

I focus on your diamond eyes

I wish I had the time to cry

But my mind is full and my heart so empty

Ever since the day that you left me

And that shit's still burnin' in my brain

I try to fight it, but became friends with the pain

So fuck your man and fuck you, you can't have 'em

Matter fact, lemme grab my magnum

Drivin' too fast now, too drunk, 'bout to pass out

Got the window down to flick my ash out

Pull up to the crib, real shit

Doors locked, find a window, cave it in, this is it

Fuck, 4 in the morning is when it all happened

Found you both sleepin', you were wearin' his jacket

Sweaty hands on the .45

You died with the same dead look in your eyes

Now I'm lying in a bathtub, eyes wet, nose bloody

Tryna find a way to make it all sound funny

But I can't separate my feelings like a man, like your man

Try to understand the death at hand

Con-con-contemplatin' on a ledge, tryna take the edge off

Wonderin' when you gonna take that mask off?

I'll back off and run away, try to head the other way

Won't you stay? Never mind

I know you'll find me, baby, take your time