How I Wanna Die

I could die tomorrow if you take me

I could die 60 years from now

Funny how I'd rather choose the latter

Even though this world is shattered

Must be beautiful somehow

I hear a lot about manifestation

But sometimes life is out of our control

Still I know you hear me

When I’m praying in the night

Telling you how I wanna die

I hope to be asleep next to my baby

We take a final bow and leave the stage

I know it’s not impossible

I’ve seen a couple articles online

Their kids bittersweet crying

I’m scared to think that I don’t know the future

You say that I can trust you and I try

Still I know you hear me when I’m praying in the night

Telling you how I wanna die

On my knees raising up my white flag

'Cause you got plans better than my own

Still I know you hear me when I’m praying in the night

Telling you how I wanna die

Telling you how I wanna die