Raptured Trax, pt. 1

I realized I had tinnitus in North Carolina

Said you were coming to the show, but I couldn't find ya

By now, I shoulda grew thicker skin

I said it wouldn't affect me again

But it did and it does every time (every time)

I say, "don't feel obliged," but

It hurts every time in the end

Yeah, you could say that I entertain

As if anyone is entertained

When I play loud songs in a hot, dark room

Can't tell if it's for me or you

Pretend that this isn't selfishness

Try my best to be more honest

What do these power chords prove

I only live to feel approved

I don't wanna go back home

To the boy that I despise

He treats me worse than all the

Fancy colored vinyl that he buys

I need a better man

Not this self-righteous disguise

Wake me from this awful dream

I'm waiting

I'm waiting

I'm waiting

Oh, oh

You know some day it's gonna fall

How many years exactly do you need?

The ceiling's gotta cave in sometime

You're hurting you, you're hurting me

You know some day it's gonna fall (fall, fall)

The bills are stacking up so rapidly (fall, fall)

I've waited long enough for sold out shows and summers when

You're home with me