You'll Never Know

I don't know what the hell to do about my brain

It keeps on gravitating toward eventual pain

And I keep walking through the door

These machinations in my mind keep me from sleep

The way your skin's all over his, it makes me freak

And I can't say without a doubt I deserved more

You had nothing to want me for

And I can't put your name in song

Without coming off all wrong

So you'll never know I care

But you can't tell me what to feel

Whether this fire burns for real

As if you'll ever know

I'm white knuckling on the freeway once again

I'm phasing out, donate my body to my friends

They'll drug me up, I hope they confiscate my phone

Just take me anywhere but home

I keep on running in and out of the same drain

Humiliating myself in almost every way

And if there's such a thing as love, please let me know

I wanna know, I wanna

And I can't put your name in song

Without coming off all wrong

So you'll never know I care

But you can't tell me what to feel

Whether this fire burns for real

As if you'll ever know

And I can't put your name in song

Without coming off all wrong

So you'll never know I care

But you can't tell me what to feel

Whether this fire burns for real

As if you'll ever know

But you can't tell me what to feel

Whether this fire burns for real

As if you'll ever know

But you can't tell me what to feel

Whether this fire burns for real

I guess you'll never know