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Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Maria Mitterfellner
Maria Mitterfellner
Lead Vocals
Gwen Buord
Gwen Buord
Drums
Alexis Sudan
Alexis Sudan
Synthesizer
Yvan Vindret
Yvan Vindret
Background Vocals
Mathieu Nuzzo
Mathieu Nuzzo
Synthesizer
Arnaud Paolini
Arnaud Paolini
Electric Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Maria Mitterfellner
Maria Mitterfellner
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Maria Mitterfellner
Maria Mitterfellner
Producer
Gwen Buord
Gwen Buord
Producer
Alexis Sudan
Alexis Sudan
Mixing Engineer
Marco Ballerini
Marco Ballerini
Assistant Recording Engineer
Randy Merrill
Randy Merrill
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

I used to be scared of you
You've grown closer to my heart
I give you every single piece of me
You use them to destroy me
I pretend to be so self-aware
Make myself believe you care
Ended up nude on the floor
I lost the fight- you won the war
Am I the pain you laugh to?
Or the joke I cry to?
First you messed with my head
Am I the pain you laugh to?
The joke I cry to?
A piece of meat to eat in your bed
If I don't bleed I don't grow
Is that something I deserve?
I have a modest number
Of days left here with you
I've been in love with you forever
I've since lost all of my feathers
Your fists speak louder than words
There are lessons I never learned
Am I the pain you laugh to?
The joke I cry to?
First you messed with my head
Am I the pain you laugh to?
Or the joke I cry to?
A piece of meat to eat in your bed
Twenty one - still so young
Will there ever be a better place for me?
Twenty one - still so dumb
Will there ever be a better place for me to be?
Am I the pain you laugh to?
The joke I cry to?
First you messed with my head
Am I the pain you laugh to?
Or the joke I cry to?
A piece of meat to eat in your bed
Twenty one - still so young
Will there ever be a better place for me?
Twenty one - I'm still so dumb
Will there ever be a better place for me?
Twenty one - I'm still so young
Will there ever be a better place for me?
Twenty one - I feel so dumb
Will there ever be a better place for me to be?
Written by: Maria Mitterfellner
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