Young and Dumb

I used to be scared of you

You've grown closer to my heart

I give you every single piece of me

You use them to destroy me

I pretend to be so self-aware

Make myself believe you care

Ended up nude on the floor

I lost the fight- you won the war

Am I the pain you laugh to?

Or the joke I cry to?

First you messed with my head

Am I the pain you laugh to?

The joke I cry to?

A piece of meat to eat in your bed

If I don't bleed I don't grow

Is that something I deserve?

I have a modest number

Of days left here with you

I've been in love with you forever

I've since lost all of my feathers

Your fists speak louder than words

There are lessons I never learned

Am I the pain you laugh to?

The joke I cry to?

First you messed with my head

Am I the pain you laugh to?

Or the joke I cry to?

A piece of meat to eat in your bed

Twenty one - still so young

Will there ever be a better place for me?

Twenty one - still so dumb

Will there ever be a better place for me to be?

Am I the pain you laugh to?

The joke I cry to?

First you messed with my head

Am I the pain you laugh to?

Or the joke I cry to?

A piece of meat to eat in your bed

Twenty one - still so young

Will there ever be a better place for me?

Twenty one - I'm still so dumb

Will there ever be a better place for me?

Twenty one - I'm still so young

Will there ever be a better place for me?

Twenty one - I feel so dumb

Will there ever be a better place for me to be?