Heart's Desire

I hide under the blanket

I grasp onto my pillow

But babe it's so unfair,

I just can't feel you there

I ask about tomorrow

You say "I have no clue"

I won't spill our tainted bliss

And you resist the urge to kiss

Stroke your hand every chance I get

When I bend over your desk

Babe, can you smell my neck?

If I were older by just a bit

I'd be the one you adore

And I wouldn't have to worry

'Bout my innocence no more

I wish I were older sometimes

A kid trapped in your bed of lies

Scared of what it saw that night

Scared to death they'll see your light

Reaching for a cigarette

Sneak a Peek at my new tattoo

Have a look: I did it all for you

Man,I wish I could love you for real

Man, could you hold me just once?

I'm scared to be the one you disown

God, I'm terrified of being alone

Man, you'd see me if I were older

Man, you could love me for real

Man, can I be your heart's desire?

Can I be your heart's desire?

If I were older by just a bit

There'd be no guilt no police

Just "us", hand forever on your leash

You'll grow old

I'll watch you die

You'll grow old

I'll watch you die

You'll grow old

And I'll watch you die