Awake & Dreaming

I lay my head alone in my bed

I close my eyes, I feel my scars

My ears, they hear all the voices in my head

And all these thoughts and I at night

They're getting louder

My heartbeat is getting faster

My hands are shaking and

I don't know what to do

When the sky is filled with stars

When the day turns to dark

That's when my mind falls apart

They're calling my name

When the air is filled with pain

And my mind has gone insane

At the end of the day

I’m awake and dreaming

I'm dead but I'm feeling like

Nightmares come and I'm not ok

And it feels like I'm fading away

I’m awake and dreaming

I'm dead but I'm feeling like

Nightmares come and it's taking me away

So I distract myself with a little lie

I told myself that I might survive

I’m wide awake and everything’s alright

Tonight

When the sky is filled with stars

When the day turns to dark

That's when my mind falls apart

They're calling my name

When the air is filled with pain

And my mind has gone insane

At the end of the day

I’m awake and dreaming

I'm dead but I'm feeling like

Nightmares come and I'm not ok

And it feels like I'm fading away

I’m awake and dreaming

I'm dead but I'm feeling like

Nightmares come and it's taking me away

I’m awake and dreaming

I'm dead but I'm feeling like

Nightmares come and I'm not ok

It feels like I'm fading away

I’m awake and dreaming

I'm dead but I'm feeling like

Nightmares come and it's taking me away

I’m awake and dreaming

I'm dead but I'm feeling like

Nightmares come and I'm not ok

And it feels like I'm fading away

I’m awake and dreaming

I'm dead but I'm feeling like

Nightmares come and it's taking me away