I catch myself
Tiptoeing around you
Won't ask for help
I don't want to upset you
I'm out of touch my feelings (I'm out of touch my feelings)
And I'm too scared to admit it (too scared to admit it)
I feel like a ghost
Can't see my reflection
I hate the way that I crave your affection
I'm out of touch my feelings (I'm out of touch my feelings)
And I'm too scared to admit it, mm
Better off, I don't think
Better off, I lie
It'll be too painful
Leaving you behind, oh
Staring at the back door open
But I'm frozen
I don't know why I still choose you
Maybe you're just what I'm used to
Too focused on all your feelings
I didn't notice when I was bleeding
I don't know why I still want you
Maybe 'cause I can't see above you
Making myself just a little bit smaller
So you can feel a little bit taller
But that's just how I love you
Talk in my sleep, 'cause all I have is nightmares
You're not what I need, but, right now, I don't care
'Cause I can tell that you're happy
And that's the burden I'll carry
It's not hard to see, but it's hard to leave
You're not everything, just the only thing I've ever known
So how could I go?
I don't know why I still choose you
Maybe you're just what I'm used to
Too focused on all your feelings
I didn't notice when I was bleeding
I don't know why I still want you
Maybe 'cause I can't see above you
Making myself just a little bit smaller
So you can feel a little bit taller
But that's just how I love you
That's just, that's just how I (oh)
That's just, that's just how I (oh)
That's just, that's just
How I love you (how I love you)
That's just, that's just how I (oh)
That's just, that's just how I (oh)
That's just, that's just, that's just (oh)
That's just, that's just
I don't know why I still choose you
Maybe you're just what I'm used to
Too focused on all your feelings
Didn't notice when I was bleeding
I don't know why I still want you
Maybe 'cause I can't see above you
Making myself just a little bit smaller
So you can feel a little bit taller
That's just how I love you
