Disturbing The Peace

Tell me to my face that you could never lie

But I'm the one to pour the whisky on the fire

Just to see the flames and feel like I’m alive

Should I break some shit or cry?

It’s so hard to decide

You take all of me

The defensively self-sabotaging

And it cuts me so deep

You keep searching for that silver lining

How can you love me when I don’t love me?

Feel like I'm wasting all your energy

It’s not like me to disturb the peace

You been waiting and wishin', and hoping for me to change

Not me, not me

Not me disturbing the peace

Not me, not me

Not me disturbing the peace

Years of patterns I can’t seem to leave behind

Old behaviours always so hard to unwire

Seems l like all I ever do is apologise

But it's always on my mind

It’s always on my mind

You take all of me

The defenively self-sabotaging

And it cuts me so deep

You don't give up on me, you keep on trying

How can you love me when I don’t love me?

Feel I’m like I’m wasting all your energy

It’s not like me to disturb the peace

You been waiting and wishin', and hoping for me to change

Not me, not me

Not me disturbing the peace

Not me, not me

Not me disturbing the peace

I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it

I wanna keep it but the peace is missing

I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it

I wanna keep it but there’s pieces missing

I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it

I wanna keep it but the peace is missing

I wanna keep it, I wanna keep it

I wanna keep it but there’s pieces missing