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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Giulia Bonometti
Bass
Jessica Branney
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Tara Gabriella Briere De Lisle Engelhardt
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Giulia Bonometti
Co-Producer
Lewis Johnson-Kellett
Recording Engineer
Lyrics
I don't care I care deeply
I don't love I love completely
I never hate I despise extremely
And my brain loves pain and instability
I'm toying with you but I don't mean to
I'm playing a game that I don't need to
But I don't really trust you
It's hard to fully trust anyone that I'm this close to
I cry for the one's that disrespect me
And I'll push the ones that are there to catch me
Now I'm pointing the finger in the mirror and I'm seeing it all like a paint by number
Each colour it groups for a different patter
And the picture is reliant upon this structure
It's all so clear and formulaic
I project my anguish on another player
When I'm seeing things I don't like
Making it your problem offers false respite
Oh when I'm seeing things I don't like
Well if I'm seeing them in you then they're in me too
I'm toying with you but I don't mean to
I'm playing a game that I don't need to
But I don't really trust you
I find it hard to trust anyone I'm this close to
I'm toying with you but I don't mean to
I know what I do but I can't seem to stop
Do you really love me?
'Cause the voice in my head
Says you're gonna leave
I'm teetering on the saw
I'm living life on its terms for once
I'm teetering on the saw
Not using the things that I used to rely on
I'm teetering on the saw
Reflecting on everything I've ever done wrong
I'm teetering on the saw
Changing how I deal when life gets hard
I'm toying with you but I don't mean to
I'm playing a game that I don't need to
But do you really love me?
'Cause the voice in my head says you're gonna leave
I know people change I'd never hold it against you
At least that's what I've been telling you
But am I just waiting for the day
The day you've seen too much of me and
Walk away
Written by: Tara Gabriella Briere De Lisle Engelhardt