Who's Laughing Now

I remember an awkward kid

Thin-skinned, feeling sick

High School is hell for the sensitive

Scared to death of being hit

It didn't matter when my face met your fist

An easy target for narcissists

Like you, like you, like you

To those who never believed in me

Another source for my anxiety

Cut out, pound for pound

Who's laughing, who's laughing now?

Somewhere there's a light that's mine

It's okay, a kid can fantasize

It's such a shame

Of all the days to have your pretty white teeth knocked from out of your face

Without a doubt, you'll never open your mouth

Good thing that yours is a voice I can live without

Who's laughing, who's laughing now?

I guess the more things change, the more they stay the same

There will be always be sadistic, parasitic fucks that prey on those just trying to make it through the day

And what we learned from youth, a cycle of abuse

But who cares to rationalize

Let's gouge out their eyes

Be strong for the first time

To those who never believed in me

Another source for my anxiety

Cut out, pound for pound

Who's laughing, who's laughing now?

Somewhere there's a light that's mine

It's okay, a kid can fantasize

It's such a shame

Of all the days to have your pretty white teeth knocked from out of your face

Without a doubt, you'll never open your mouth

Good thing that yours is a voice I can live without

Who's laughing, who's laughing now?

That got so violent, nihilistic silence

Of everyday monsters that we make

They'll would burn their homes just to feel the warmth of flames

Begged them to stop it

Locked in the closet

With the lights turned off

Said you wouldn't cry but your stomaches tight

Oh god

And your face feels hot

To those who never believed in me

Another source for my anxiety

Cut out, pound for pound

Who's laughing, who's laughing now?

Somewhere there's a light that's mine

It's okay, a kid can fantasize

It's such a shame

Of all the days to have your pretty white teeth knocked from out of your face

Without a doubt, you'll never open your mouth

Good thing that yours is a voice I can live without

Who's laughing, who's laughing now?

Who's laughing now?

Who's laughing now?

Begged them to stop it

Locked in the closet

With the lights turned off

Said you wouldn't cry but your stomaches tight

Oh god

And your face feels hot