Waves

My worn, tired eyes cause me to subside My essence wearing thin We're slipping further from the end Is it ever worth it? Under this crushing weight? These tethers binding my fate are ones that I have made Suspended in a dream, the only way to breathe All this time, I feel so ejected Just flip the magnets in this compass I hold All these hands in so many directions There's not enough of me left to unfold Repelled from you, missing protons again What I said on rotation in my head The explosions, always so immense Counteracting the preeminent need for rest And I'm revoked of what used to help me sleep God forbid I ever realize my dreams All this time, I feel so ejected Just flip the magnets in this compass I hold All these hands in so many directions There's not enough of me left to unfold Can I fall without losing it all? How did I think I was capable? Feel the waves Float away All this time, I have rejected All the light bulbs bursting over my head And these new plans are all getting shifted Now my body's giving up once again Giving up once again