Venenosa

Driving down this ocean road

The sound of water flows

Is this where people go to die?

Is this how people commit suicide?

Remove this noxious sweat

I feel so toxic, I am so toxic

I keep hurting the ones I love

With a sharp tongue and filthy lungs

I am so toxic

After countless hours, I turn off the shower

My arms ache but I commit to the routine

I sit in the middle of the room

My echo is in time and in tune

So I sang the melancholy songs I wrote

And spat my demons into the floorboards

With my throat

I feel so toxic, I am so toxic

I keep hurting the ones I love

With a sharp tongue and filthy lungs

I am so toxic

I tucked my worn out soul

Under sheets that weren't mine

And as I slept what was left

Of the mess drained out my spine

I feel so toxic, I am so toxic

I keep hurting the ones I love

With a sharp tongue and filthy lungs

I am so toxic

I feel sadistic

The venom crept inside the back of my mind

I took pleasure in destroying their pride

I am so toxic