Still

The final sun goes down

That useless feeling

The tide is my only sound

I let the night decide when I'm cold

I wish that I could soar

I call your name a thousand times while I scream, "No more"

I have lost my cause

I'm no longer yours and I'm lost

'Cause I won't find it here

'Cause I'm searching through the yesteryears

'Cause I don't even know

My moral compass shows nowhere to go

'Cause all my life has led me here

I swear that no one will know if I disappear

'Cause I don't mind if I stay still right here

How I've longed for tonight

I have no feeling, but the numbness, it feels just right

And as I wait for my guide to walk me through

A distant voice, are you sure?

Someone, tell me how to live when what I'm fighting for

Is no more, it is no more

And I know

That I won't find it here

'Cause I'm searching through the yesteryears

'Cause I don't even know

My moral compass shows nowhere to go

'Cause all my life has led me here

I swear that no one will know if I disappear

'Cause I don't mind if I stay still right here

Waiting 'round here for something new

Stick with need, 'cause to want is cruel

Smile and wave, though I'm dead inside

Walk alone in my broken mind

And all the fingers, they point at you

Finally dealing with all this truth

I needed you just to help me breathe

Now find me where the ocean meets the tide

'Cause I won't find it here

'Cause I'm searching through the yesteryears

'Cause I don't even know

My moral compass shows nowhere to go

'Cause all my life has led me here

I swear that no one will know if I disappear

'Cause I don't mind if I stay still right here