FATHER

I am not mine

I am not mine

Cut me up and sell my parts

Lay me to waist and bend all my bones

I am yours

Brake my soul and cut too deep

Watch as i bleed myself to sleep

I am yours

(I am yours)

Beloved father

Show me your saving grace

Sing me to sleep

So i can die and rest within this place

Beloved brother

show me your holy space

so you can see the light go out when you smother me

(swallow me)

Beloved father

A dying wish resonates from my soul

Bury me deep, stay awake, make me whole

Until the unholy wonders has taken its toll

Throw me down to the nothingness

(the nothingness)

Keep me here til I am

the emptiness

Beloved father

Show me your saving grace

Sing me to sleep

So i can die and rest within this place

Beloved brother

show me your holy space

so you can see the light go out when you smother

Breed, you’re not forgotten

you’re not alone, you’re not alone.

Breath, I’ll stay beside you

I am yours

Im always yours

I’ll stay here till my body decays

and if i ever see a light through this thick and hollow haze

I’ll do my best to not divide my thoughts throughout this concrete maze

seeing things as clear as day though your empty holy rays

I’ve become one

with the nothingness

(i am not mine)

I am not mine

i am not mine

Heavenly lover

show me the life i owe

Heavenly lover

See to me as i grow