Hey Jane

Always, always, always wear a condom

Don't trust–

Hey, Jane, we got the news and I ain't know what to do

I didn't panic, I was comforting you

Still in shock, but damn, delayed response, is this really true?

If this was bound to happen to me, I'm lucky it's you

Hey, Jane, ya hair long and ya legs long

And we can both relate to the fact that our dads gone

Couple good qualities on you you could pass on

You're not dumb, and your face good and your head strong, look

Hey, Jane, I know my mom would be excited as hell

I know your mom would be excited as well

But people talk, so let's pretend we ain't got no one to tell

I know our exes wanna see us in Hell, this ain't about them though

This ain't about kinfolk, this our decision with a small window

I wanna jump out, but if you wanna stay in the room, I cannot bug out

Time blocking the driveway, I cannot pull out now, I didn't pull out

Wow, I'm disappointed in me, this ain't like me

How could I be reckless? This ain't my lifestyle

Never had no scare in my life till now

Ain't in the space to raise no got damn child

Hey, Jane, I'm terrified, petrified

I don't wanna give my freedom up, or sanitize it

This my fault, the results are justified, I fucked up

I'm stressed out, I'm dead inside

But, hey, Jane, who am I to come bitch and complain?

You gotta deal with all the mental and the physical change

All the heaviest emotions, and the physical pain

Just to give the kid the man last name? Fuck that (That's dumb as fuck)

Our résumés unmet

The bus stopped at like, we ain't make it to love yet

Took a shortcut to forever, I'm upset (Fuck)

'Cause we was in the back, no strings, with our tongues wet

We haven't boat tripped, we haven't argued

We're still learning each other, I don't know all you

And you don't know all me, how am I to live with?

That is not a good foundation to have kids with

Or maybe it is, maybe it's not, just not yet

Maybe this is a blessing in disguise, not a regret

Look, Jane, it's your choice at the end of the day

Just know I support either way, no pressure

Hey, T, we got the news and I forgot how to breathe

In a panic, you was comforting me

Damn, what do we do, what are the odds? Is this really true?

If it was bound to happen to me, I'm lucky it's you

Hey, T, ya legs long and ya waist thin

And we can both relate to the fact we got great skin

You're not dumb, and your energy is a good mood

A lil' weird, but overall, you're a good dude, huh

Hey, T, how would you feel if we kept it a secret?

It's a voice inside me begging to keep it

I'm thirty-five and my ovaries might not reset

I don't wanna live my whole life feeling regret

Damn, a feeling you can never understand (I can)

You just hope to God I get my period again

I was twenty-four when—, look

I don't wanna go through that experience again

Hey, T, things happen, no one is wrong (It was an accident)

But I don't need the stress, I can do this alone

My mom did it, ya mom did it, this ain't a pride thing

This a more "I'd prefer to have peace of mind" thing

I got my own bread, I don't need you to buy things

'Cause my needs don't include your money and status

I can move back to London and avoid any static

Between us, no need to make it hard like a callous

There's too much on your palate, this is really traumatic

For me, I can raise it by myself, I'm dramatic

You see, pushing people out my life is a habit, I seethe

Can you crack a window so I can breathe? (Yeah)

Hey, T, I'm scared too (I am too)

It was so hard for me to tell you

To tell truth, I ain't wanna tell me

I look in the mirror, like, damn, I failed me

I'm scared to tell my momma, scared to tell my bitches

Scared of all the people who don't know us in our business

Scared of all the advice, and my intuition

Scared of not knowing, but too scared to make decisions

I said I wouldn't do this again

It's a lose if I lose lil' bruh in the end

It's a lose-lose if I lose you as a friend

I been losing myself, it ain't no one to defend me

I got a mini version of myself living in me

You pulling out your hair, I walk around in a frenzy

I'm feeling the resentment any time you get near me

My body has a clock and I don't know where the end be

Emotions is throwing around like a frisbee

My titties getting bigger and I'm craving a ten piece!

T, no matter the decision today

I just want us to be cool either way, no pressure