I'm Always Here

I often wonder if my grandparents in the stars If they could see the shit I'm doin' It'd make my life less hard Then I hear voices in the breeze comin' from afar And they say, "I'm always here" And when I see a butterfly Reminds me of your face The colors sing a melody A calm "Amazing Grace" Sometimes I stare up at the sky And don't know what to say And I hear, "I'm always here" I know because I'm Christian That I should believe in heaven And I do, but it's complicated at twenty-sevеn Admittedly, I'm just a skeptic Scared to tеll the reverend I pray God understands my heart And leads me with direction I take a walk along the beach Listen to the waves I think the beauty of your soul Increases with your age All these memories of the past I hope they never fade Like when you would pick us up And get vanilla shakes So, if you there, if you listening Can you please send some wisdom? I could use it in this moment That experience from livin' As I sit down on my porch Watch the sunset beginnin' I get lost in my head Wonder if you hear me singin' Wonder what it's like up there Can I see you if I stare? When it rains, are you cryin'? Hope you don't waste all your tears I'll be fine, don't you worry Sometimes I just need to share When all this shit feels stuck on my mind I often wonder if my grandparents in the stars (Stars) If they could see the shit I'm doin' It'd make my life less hard (Life less hard) Then I hear voices in the breeze comin' from afar (From afar) And they say, "I'm always here" And when I see a butterfly Reminds me of your face The colors sing a melody A calm "Amazing Grace" Sometimes I stare up at the sky And don't know what to say And I hear, "I'm always here" Just show me a sign Tell me you there It's hard to be happy when I miss you here But I hope you're laughing somewhere up there I'd give up the world Won't say that I'm scared If I had the money I'd try buildin' stairs To know that you're laughing somewhere up there