Lost

I can't take this feeling

Hurts too much from inside

And I don't know why

Something ain't right

If I never wake up

Then maybe I'll be alright

I don't wanna cry

I'm trying to fight

I can't take this feelin'

Hurts too much from inside

And I don't know why

Something ain't right

If I never wake up

Then maybe I'll be alright

I don't wanna cry

I'm trying to fight

Lately, I don't even really know myself

Push away anybody that would help

Tried to be the person I was

But there ain't nothin' left, I'm goin' through hell

Feel dead inside, I'm just goin' through the motions

So petrified of showin' true emotions

I'll do anything to numb the pain

Watch chapters while my own life's being stolen

It's like people see straight through me

Friends who once knew me

These dark thoughts consume me

Runnin' from all of my battles

I'm such a coward

I don't know how I'm copin'

Maybe I'm just overthinkin' everything

Maybe this is all stuck inside my head

This all pushing me over the brink

Sometimes think I'd be better off dead

I can't take this feelin'

Hurts too much from inside

I don't know why

Something ain't right

If I never wake up

Then maybe I'll be alright

I don't wanna cry

I'm trying to fight

It's like I'm a visitor in my own skin

I can try to fight it, but I'll never win

And I can't see straight, liquor in my veins

I'm dying in pain

Hide it all behind the mask of a smile

Stayin' busy only helps for a while

I wish that I could love myself

I'm so lost, I'm so lost

I can't take this feelin'

Hurts too much from inside

And I don't know why

Something ain't right

If I never wake up

Then maybe I'll be alright

I don't wanna cry

I'm trying to fight