My Promise (90 Days)

Still think about when you messaged me

You were still here, we were seventeen

Ninety days sober, you asked to come over

Never replied and it's killing me

Still think about when you messaged me

Still think about what it could've been

If I replied, would it be different?

All these years later, I'm still afraid of

Letting you go, is it all my fault?

Still think about what it could've been

I made a promise to

Stay clean and sober because of you

Save space for me next to you

Wherever you're waiting, I'll come to you

When it all falls down

And the noise gets loud

I'll remember your mom's face

Smiling and crying at the same time

Pray that you found grace

And if you're in pain, it's the last time

Spoke to your brother the other week

November 3rd, made it past twenty-three

He smiles just like you, always the type to

Carry the light into any room

Spoke to your brother the other week

I made a promise to

Stay clean and sober because of you

Save space for me next to you

Wherever you're waiting, I'll come to you

When it all falls down

And the noise gets loud

I'll remember your mom's face

Smiling and crying at the same time

Pray that you found grace

And if you're in pain, it's the last time