SLEEP WHEN I'M DEAD

I've got a feeling that I'm gonna be depressed For the next couple of weeks I wont be getting out of bed Or doing anything important Or anything worth while If my mother calls I'll open up a window and I'll smile And I'll say "I'm doing fine!" Then I'll crawl right back into bed Where I'll ruminate all past experiences in my head And I'll think about my life How I really missed the mark How I'll never break the cycle 'Cause I like being in the dark I'll leave my tab unpaid, goodbyes unsaid I'm letting off steam, he's losing his head Sold my car put it all on red Stay up all night I'll sleep when I'm dead I had a chance at life and drank that chance away I had a future that was promising but chose a life of pain I'll suffer endlessly until the day I die with no relief Push my family away, so when I'm gone no one will grieve And they'll say "He's in a better place" knowing damn well I'm in hell For all the sins that I've committed, for the things I did not tell For all the lies that I have told and the things that I have stole For the hearts that I left broken when I jumped into that hole I'll leave my tab unpaid, goodbyes unsaid I'm letting of steam, he's losing his head Sold my car put it all on red Stay up all night I'll sleep when Im dead (INSTRUMENTAL) I'll leave my tab unpaid, goodbyes unsaid I'm letting off steam, he's losing his head Sold my car put it all on red Stay up all night I'll sleep when I'm dead I'll sleep when I'm dead