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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jinjer
Jinjer
Performer
Roman Ibramkhalilov
Roman Ibramkhalilov
Electric Guitar
Tetiana Shmailiuk
Tetiana Shmailiuk
Lead Vocals
Ievgen Abdiukhanov
Ievgen Abdiukhanov
Electric Bass Guitar
Vladyslav Ulasevych
Vladyslav Ulasevych
Drums
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Roman Ibramkhalilov
Roman Ibramkhalilov
Songwriter
Tetiana Shmailiuk
Tetiana Shmailiuk
Songwriter
Ievgen Abdiukhanov
Ievgen Abdiukhanov
Songwriter
Vladyslav Ulasevych
Vladyslav Ulasevych
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jinjer
Jinjer
Producer
Max Morton
Max Morton
Mastering Engineer
Dmitry Kim
Dmitry Kim
Recording Engineer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Hardly in the spirit of the era
Delicate and thin-skinned
One appeared in front of the jury
Face uncovered against the wind
[Refrain]
In this life unprepared
With a script unrehearsed
Beauty of looks, beauty of faults
Frightened and offhand
Deaf to a command
Anguish in an envelope of bliss
Whom to wake up in the morning?
A Gregor or a Josef will it be?
[Verse 2]
Neglected and abused, or wrongfully accused
Or eventually plague will catch me
While others see to the horizon, I can see just beyond
I'm micro-dosing hell, staying under a blissful spell
My vision drinks up the ink I dip my eyes in
You came into the world unloved
But love has found you through a word
Cupid pierced your chest with nibs
The void will bleed with inks
The void will bleed with inks
[Refrain]
Absurd of my existence
I'm aching through persistence
The pen will slit the heart
The pen will slit the heart
The void will bleed das nichts
[Bridge]
I showed my bare face
It was ripped off like a mask
As they stepped upon a throat of my own song
Unmasking comes in price
All that pure is compromised
In exclusion, I cement myself alas
Now I am just a ghost at the attic
Life for me is doing time
The world has shut me down
But it's more than just fine
Not everything has purpose, nothing happens for a reason
How absurd, what a treason for a man
We are lonely, don't feel sorry, and at night when there's no glory
Laugh without interruption to cough blood
[Outro]
Absurd's my existence
Oh, how absurd!
Written by: Ievgen Abdiukhanov, Roman Ibramkhalilov, Tetiana Shmailiuk, Vladyslav Ulasevych
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