digital love

Digital love

I left my heart on your post

You said my cardigan's dope

And then we drifted apart

I'm second guessing every move

Distant as fuck

Am I the person you hope

Or just some words on your phone

You're busy living it up

But do I cross your mind

When you go out with your friends

I'm in the house cooking up

Taking my time with the cuts

Still thinking 'bout what you do

Like who am I to you

Just make it up as I go

Our loving language adept

I write a verse send a ref

Still it don't feel like enough

Holding on to what we can't touch

I said I'm fucking it up

Get overwhelmed and go ghost

I'm acting selfish to cope

Step out my feelings for once

But I can't text my doubts

And you're my digital love

You were my, you were my

My digital love

Invested in this daily routine

You waiting for me

Though we moving at different speeds

Right

But I like you so I'm trying to find a place in between

What I need

Reassurance in the form of holding space just to breathe

Sigh

Sip my tea and roll my spliff, I stick to ritual

Poke around the line of boundary like it's visible

Alone together out in cyber space with residual

Digital love

Good for a smile

Someone to trust

A reason to reach but it's nothing to touch

Lost in a screen

Caught in the lust

It's not what I need

And I'm not enough

So I'll give you up

You were my, you were my

My digital love

My digital love

Fabricated in

My

Mind