I'm just scared

If I'm being honest it's intoxicating

Holding your hand half-asleep

And time moves slower, it's the middle of October

Only thing getting colder are memories

All the neck kisses, coffee dates, midnight car rides

Swearing to god that we got everything right

Over takeout you said I'm the love of your life

Reminds me when I look in your eyes

I'm just scared

Some years from now I'll be someone you just run into

I'll close my eyes, and we'll fall out

Forget everything we fell into

That in the end it's not up to love

And one day that won't be enough

Wish I knew how this plays out

'Cause I'm just scared to have something to lose now

So easy to fall for the way that you talk

When Chicago wins on a Sunday

I'll watch you light up spinning me 'round the kitchen

If only you knew I was thinking

Of the way you look at me when we sit in the silence

Like you could do this for the rest of your life

Hold you close 'til I forget what time is

It hits me like a thousand knives

That I'm just scared

Some years from now I'll be someone you just run into

I'll close my eyes, and we'll fall out

Forget everything we fell into

That in the end it's not up to love

And one day that won't be enough

Wish I knew how this plays out

'Cause I'm just scared to have something to lose now

God I'm scared

That years from now I won't be someone to you

I'll close my eyes, watch you walk out

On everything we fell into

And maybe it's not up to love

Maybe one day I won't be your one

But lightning only strikes once, so I'm just scared

Yeah I'm just scared