Hole Hearted

Trapped inside of my own fucking mind These doubts and fears, eat away at my life Reaching deep, feeding me The darkest parts, just let me breathe Oh carve it out, of my heart Feeling swallowed by these thoughts Oh, wearing thin, let me live So fucking sick of this misery Haunting, when its voice still whispers in my ears Taunting, I'm beguiled by its trickery Poison, like cancer running inside my veins Caught me, if I can't make it out I'm going insane In this hole where l've been falling I've been holding on by a moment Feeling hopeless, l've been pulled in But I need to face it Can't see through, these fucking skies of grey Could there be a message, just disguised as pain? Down in a hole, darkness following Planning my escape, before this hollows me In this hole where l've been falling I've been holding on by a moment Feeling hopeless, l've been pulled in But I need to face it Fade away from me, I'm barely breathing It's begging me to stay How can I tell all the real from pretend Deciphering all of these lies in my head Anxiety has got its hold on my neck I won't quit, so bring the suffering So bring the suffering Look inside to see a plethora of trauma No life left from receiving battlescars Presence now shows the fact we are stronger Carrying ourselves through hell In this hole where l've been falling I've been holding on by a moment Feeling hopeless, l've been pulled in But I need to face it Fade away from me, l'm barely breathing It's begging me to stay