Hole Hearted

Trapped inside of my own fucking mind

These doubts and fears eat away at my life

Reaching deep, feeding me

The darkest parts, just let me breathe

Oh, carve it out of my heart

Feeling swallowed by these thoughts

Oh, wearing thin, let me live

So fucking sick of this misery

Haunting, when its voice still whispers in my ears

Taunting, I'm beguiled by its trickery

Poison, like cancer running inside my veins

Caught me, if I can't make it out, I'm going insane

In this hole where I've been falling

I've been holding on by a moment

Feeling hopeless, I've been pulled in

But I need to face it

Can't see through these fucking skies of grey

Could there be a message just disguised as pain? (Disguised as pain)

Down in a hole, darkness following

Planning my escape before this hollows me (Hollows me)

In this hole where I've been falling

I've been holding on by a moment

Feeling hopeless, I've been pulled in

But I need to face it

Fade away from me (I'm barely breathing)

It's begging me to stay

How can I tell all the real from pretend?

Deciphering all of these lies in my head

Anxiety has got its hold on my neck, I won't quit

So bring the suffering

So bring the suffering

Look inside to see a plethora of trauma

No life left from receiving battle scars

Presence now shows the fact we are stronger

Carrying ourselves through hell

In this hole where I've been falling

I've been holding on by a moment

Feeling hopeless, I've been pulled in

But I need to face it

Fade away from me, I'm barely breathing

It's begging me to stay