Self Medicated

A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken (broken) There is no light inside of me I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome (lonesome) But I can never sleep My mind plays games when I'm alone now (alone now) You said the worst things to get inside my head Intoxication takes control now (control now) Self-medication takes its grip I'm crawling on the floor (Take deep breaths, your heart is racing) There's clawing at the door Oh God, don't let 'em take me Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me (good for me) When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me I turn into someone (someone) I hate completely It's me against the world (Take cover, you cannot fix me) Just throw me to the wolves I'm a victim of self-pity Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me I've given up, I'm in for a lifetime of Second-guessing everything that I've become (that I've become) My mind plays games when I'm alone! Self-medicated, intoxication takes control! Now I have to find my way out I have to find my voice (find my voice) These thoughts are no good for me Now I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me