What If

I’m scared of falling asleep

Cause I tend to talk when I dream

And you’re living up there for free

Im worried you’ll find out the truth

The feelings I’m keeping from you

And I dread to think if you knew

What I wanted to say

So I try to keep it down

Oh, what if I want you around

Would I be letting you down

If I kept the words in my mouth

What If I never find out

If I never ask you to stay

Will you be the greatest mistake

That I ever make

What if I, What if I

What if I never find out

Sometimes I picture the scene

You laying there next to me

Warming your hands in my sleeve

I’ve lost track of the ways

That Ive tried to drown it out

Oh I put on the breaks

But that didn’t slow it down

Oh, what if I want you around

Would I be letting you down

If I kept the words in my mouth

What If I never find out

If I never ask you to stay

Will you be the greatest mistake

That I ever make

What if I, What if I

What if I never find out

Would I be letting us down

What if im breaking your heart every day

Cause’ im too proud to say that I’ve fallen further down

What if im part of your game

Just somebody else who can play the part then hand my heart in

Oh, What If I want you around

Would I be letting you down

If I kept the words in my mouth

What if I never find out